Wednesday, June 20, 2007;
missin' everything
O-M-to the G!2nd year college is MORE harder than what i've expected..i really have to listen to my professors and blah blah blah..i don't have to say every detail cause every 2nd year college who's taking up nursing will surely understand me..i have to study anatomy, but then i still find time in doing nonsense stuffs like this .heheheh.waaahhhh!!i miss my friends.. i miss lipa..i miss everything..i think regret will never leave me ..cause everytime i think of what my life is right now, i still can't help thinking what my life would be if only i didn't failed that sh*tty biochem..arrrggghhhh!!!i wish i can find time to visit my friends..can't wait to see and be with them again..huhuhu
.i'm the girl you thought you knew.
5:44 AM
Thursday, May 24, 2007;
ENROLLMENT DAY
at LC is far, far different from my alma mater. It was such a total mess. I can't believe that was the school my parents have always been convincing me to go to. That school was pure HELL. I had been seeing myself going and studying there for the next 3years, and it gives me a very disgusting and awful feeling. I mean, i'm not really that proud and arrogant but I just think it was really inconvenient for me to go there. They don't have even a single Air Conditioning Unit, and I have to climb up to their narrow and deadly stairs in order to reach my classroom. My classmates(last summer) told me that there have been many cases of rape in that school. Take Note:inside the campus. Don't get me wrong, i'm not that naive to be so shock about these things, but knowing that I have to go there everyday, no, EVERYNIGHT (i have classes until 8) makes me a bit nervous..And to sum up these things, IT WAS SUCH A SHAME TO GO THERE!!! But I have no choice. I know i have to suffer the consequences i made. I think i'll just have to make some alterations in myself..
.i'm the girl you thought you knew.
2:32 AM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007;
DILEMMA
exactly 3 months 1 week and 3 days ago, i turned 17 ..yeah, i'm already a 17 year old girl ..and next february i'm turning 18..and what's the big deal about that??i got no boyfriend ..as in the no-boyfriend-since-birth thing ..i got no suitors, no hugs, and no kisses eversince i was born ..and that is a very BIG problem ..i don't want to turn 18 having no boyfriend..having no experience ..i don't want to turn 18 being a naive girl because that would be really embarassing - TOTALLY embarassing!!! ..maybe i was the only girl in this planet who never had an experience with any other guy ..everyone's got an experience to tell their buddies ..and i, had nothing to tell them ..because i never had an exciting encounter with any other guy ..yah i have been crushing on some other guys. .but that's all i got ..nothing more ..and i want to go beyond that thing ..i mean, flings..yeah..that's what they call ..having flings ..having intimate relationships with boys..i want to have some experience to tell my friends ..and i got to find a way to solve this big, irritating, and embarassing thing..!!!
.i'm the girl you thought you knew.
1:39 AM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006;
i just finished watching ' the prestige ' and i can say that that was pretty amazing ..bwahaha ..watch din kayo ..i must say, u'll miss half of your life kung hindi nyo mapapanood ..hahah ..kc nman i really enjoyed talaga ..actually i was not really planning to watch it ..napilitan lang ako due to boredom ..hayy ..sometimes boredom can bring you the best things din pala ..hahaha
.i'm the girl you thought you knew.
3:49 AM
Thursday, August 24, 2006;
i'm back!!!
oh my ..!! its been 4 months .. i've been soo very busy na kase weh and besides, i don't have anything to say .. well.. i'm so sad this week ..and i don't have anyone to talk about it so ..what's the use of my blog dba?? TOP TEN REASONS OF SADNESS
10. boredom!9. I hadn't watched 'my girl' last tuesday night ..anyway, i've watched the final episode nman ..8. I think nakita ni Mama JO ung lumalabas na usok sa mouth ko yesterday morning ..huhuh ..(how i wish it's just my imagination)7. No T.V.!! It's my life. I really don't know how I've managed living my life these past 3months with no T.V. at all..(hmph!)6. Guilty for breaking my promise to mommy and daddy.5. confused about my adaption(and i have no one to talk it all about)as if somebody would want to listen to my boring life..huh!!4. I'm totally getting heavier and larger.whoahh!!can't help it.i love to eat.amp!3. I've finished reading my book, and now i don't have anything to do whenever i'm so damn bored.2. My back is so painful, and when i told mom about it, she didn't care at all!! she thinks i'm not serious.blah.blah.blah.and the number one reason for my sadness ...
1. I've just realized how stupid i was to fall for someone who will never want me the way i wanted him and still hope that he would someday notice me ..just notice mee ....
.i'm the girl you thought you knew.
7:38 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006;
.. can't stand the pain ..
ughh., i went to lipa yesterday to get my yearbook .. i've chilled out with my friends, went to that "cheap" bar (actually nobody's really gonna call it a bar except for kristel who's so addicted to their ice caramel, heheh), and watched movie .. everything's fine na sana eh .. my day could've been turned out right until him and his girl watched the same movie as ours.. just as i was laughing so hard, i noticed them standing beside our seat.. i pretend that i didn't see them till he said, "oh mia kaw pala yan".. i didn't turned my head towards them, and not a single word came out of my mouth, then words were spoken again. "bakit ba ang suplada mo?" DAMN..! why can't they just leave me alone? i'm trying so hard to forget him.. but why is that i can't get them out of my sight?! i mean., it's not like this world's mine, but .. ahhh!! i really don't know.. he just don't understand what i feel .. and he thinks everything's alright .. and i couldn't act everything's alright everytime i see them .. i really don't know who's got the problem between us..? is it me??? well, what i just did is ... SMILE at them.. :'(
.i'm the girl you thought you knew.
9:44 PM
Saturday, April 01, 2006;
yeeeepiiiiii....gagraduate na kami bukas...!!
.i'm the girl you thought you knew.
10:13 PM